A lot has happened....

I haven't written in awhile and boy have things changed. I finally met my friend that I had been talking to on the internet back in January. Yeah I know that is not a safe thing to do but all the signs pointed to going to met him plus I had this strong feeling that it was something that I had to do, so I drove to Wisconsin alone and met him. We clicked right away and pretty much picked up where we left off on the internet. Even me and his 9yr old son that he has full custody of clicked right away, kinda surprising since he really doesn't like anyone. I spent 4 days there and met his family etc... had a great time and hated to have to return home but like always all good things must end.
Well 2 weeks later I returned to Wisconsin in the Blizzard for a job interview. Yep you read right I drove up there in the Blizzard. What normally took me 8hrs to drive ended up taking me almost 16 hours. That is ok because me and my youngest son had a blast driving in it lol Stayed almost 2 weeks and got the job and returned home, 2 weeks later I was back in Wisconsin picking up my friend and his son so that I could move to Wisconsin.
So here I am now living in Wisconsin, loving every minute of it and actually happy, can you believe that happy. Ok most days I am happy. I still have a lot of adjusting to do after being in some severely abusive relationships and then now being in a good one, it is hard for me, hard to explain also why it is hard.
Got to let you know that I don't do things like that but everything pointed to meeting him and moving up this way. Don't regret it one bit and it has actually been extremely beneficial for my younger son. He is finally happy at school and doing good. Loves his new school and says he is never returning to Ohio.
Oh yes my parents like J also. That is a first, they have never liked anyone I have dated or married so I about fainted when they said they liked him.
He was exactly who he said he was, yeah I know hard to believe about meeting someone on the internet. The only flaw I see is that he spends too much time playing games on the computer and that he is like my dad and my oldest son, doesn't show how he is feeling so a lot of times I have to guess and I usually guess wrong but all in all he is good to me and helps me out with things and the kids, never had that happen before so yeah that is an adjustment also.
Some mornings I wake up and still can't believe that I met some guy on Facebook through Mafia Wars of all things, drove to meet him, and then ended up moving in with him and falling in love with him and his son. If you knew me, you would find that hard to believe because I don't talk to anyone on the internet, I don't like anyone and I only like my kids and I have this extremely strong wall built up that I haven't let anyone in, in a very long time. The wall still is not completely down, maybe one day it will be but for now a part of it will stay up as a way of trying to protect myself. I am not ready to let it come completely down.
Well I guess that is it for the update, not that anyone is reading, I pretty much do this for myself.

Night!
~Just Some Girl~