Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Pretty girl with the sad & lonely heart..

Today I took the first step in dealing with my demons (as I like to call them) or issues, whatever you want to call them.
Basically I am a pretty & smart girl with a very sad & lonely heart.
I didn't do much today so there is not much to write about.
Just seen where a student shoot his principle and vice principle. What would possess someone to do that?
And then find out that the shooter is the son of the police chief or police detective, off hand can't remember which.
I read that the kid said on his Facebook page that the school caused him to do this. What did the school do?
This is probably another situation where the Educational system has failed. I thought they had programs set up to
Prevent stuff like this from happening, a place where the kids can go and safely talk about things going on. Who knows,
I don't follow the news enough to know anything.
I am kinda stuck in a I don't know what to do situation. Not really a situation but I just don't know what to do.
I have a friend, someone I met online, whose father is seriously ill, actually he is unresponsive and on life support.
My friend texted me last night and said that there has been no change and they were waiting on the results of the
EEG. That was the last I had heard anything and I don't know whether to text him to find out how his dad his doing
And to find out how he (my friend) is holding up. I don't want to bother him but yet I am concerned. What would you
Do in situations like that? Arrgghh wish I had better social skills and could handle social situations better...
I guess for now I am just going to wait to hear from him. I really don't want to bother him, mostly because I am
Just some chick he met on the Internet..........
My social skills suck! Anyone willing to help me with them? Probably not, I am a mess and whoever is willing has
Their work cut out for them and probably would not stick around for very long....
It is hard to explain how I am or how I feel and I try to explain it to people but they just don't understand.
But that is one of my resolutions for this year, to improve my social skills.
Here are the rest of my Resolutions:
1. Get out of this funk that I seem to be in
2. Improve my social skills
3. Concentrate on Me, instead of worrying about everyone else
4. Quit waiting and Start Living
5. Go on a Adventure
6. Find Mr Right, if he even exists
7. Go to a RedWings game (I love HOCKEY!)
8. Find my Voice
There are more but I can't remember them all, have them written down somewhere...
Well this chick is heading to bed.......

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