Thursday, January 6, 2011

Wanna Trade Brains?

WOW slept until 10 this morning..must have been tired. It's my vacation I guess I deserve to sleep in.
Ran a few errands today nothing really exciting.
Been thinking about my friend all day and wondering how he is holding up dealing with his dad etc..
Haven't heard from him and I am going to take it as not being good news because he withdraws when
Things are not going good. I wish his dad would come out of it but just don't see that happening.
I guess I will wait to hear from him because I feel awkward calling him and seeing how things are going.
Don't feel it is my place not being family etc.... I struggle at moments like this..
I do hope he knows that I am here for him....
Today's biggest struggle is feelings... I struggle showing or expressing how I feel. I would rather just clam up
And not express anything or show any feelings towards anyone. I have found though that with my friend I have
Found myself expressing myself on how I feel about him and that is so unlike me. Now I am beginning to have
Seconds thoughts on whether that was the right thing to do or not.
Why can't there be a simple answer to every question I have and why isn't there someone around to answer
These questions. You know Dr Phil probably has an answer.....lol I don't watch Dr Phil so I have no idea what he
Is an expert in. Ok enough on feelings..too much feeling makes my head hurt...
You know I did try to ask people to trade brains with me today and no one was willing too. Such a shame, it would be
Quite painful but would be a very interesting and entertaining trade...... Oh the things that they would see and hear going
On in my lil ole head.. I really would like to trade brains just for awhile if that was possible. I just want a normal brain for awhile. Not saying that
I am not normal...ok maybe I am a little on the abnormal side. I do believe that I am unique because my views etc...are just
So different from most...eh who knows, I just know that I am me, nothing more, nothing less......
Anyone watch Jersey Shore tonight? I actually can't wait for next week's episode. I do believe that JWow is going to whip
Sammi's ass. Ok I am always up for a little violence here and there and this season looks like a lot of fighting is going to go on.
I suck at blogging!!!!!

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